My blog has remained dormant for a very long time but over the past few weeks, following the string of reported events dealing with police brutality, I acted. I admit it was hashtag activism, however, at the time it was the only thing I could think to do. The point was to showcase how portrayals of African-Americans, especially males in this instance, are far too often portrayed as aggressive, violent, or uneducated. It was simple but I had hoped it would be poignant. I knew the message was needed, even among educated colleagues. I recall at Mercer Law discussing with an older student in my class how he believed the picture that was then being used of a young Trayvon Martin “mischaracterized” him as less of a threat because it was a four-year old picture.
I have included a picture of a 17-year-old Trayvon just because that conversation still bothers me. That it is not the point of this post though.
The mental image of Trayvon and other African-American males as thugs both seems to make more sense, at least in some peoples’ minds, and better fits a belief system that demonizes a group thus making that groups problem easier to dismiss. This was the mental state I was coming from when I made a post featuring myself with cornrows and a basketball jersey at 16 years old, and then again, at 23 after a successful National Moot Court competition. After thinking about it however, I realized that putting the photo up was disingenuous because without explaining it all that I succeeded in doing is perpetuate another stereotype.
I came about this late revitalization after stumbling upon The Daily Banter website that featured an article about the trend. Never having been to the website before, it being a Monday, and me still being in a somewhat good mood I made the mistake of reading the comments. Aside from the obvious trollish racist blather that one would expect, one gem caught my attention. It wasn’t the comments vitriol that caught my notice but instead the commenters self-perceived enlightenment.
It read:
I’m not white or black, but grew up in a black neighborhood (northwest Baltimore City). As a member of neither race, I LEARNED to grow up scared of black people. Now, before you get all “you’re racist” on me, any logical person would understand that this is not a commentary on an entire race. What is is a commentary on, is the state of cultural affairs in low-income urban neighborhoods, which in my specific experience, was black.
First off, regarding these pictures, to anyone who has not grown up in a violent black neighborhood, it looks like the pictures prove the point of profiling/racism. Well, in my personal experience, it actually reaffirms my environmental “education”, that many blacks (even educated individuals), grew up in rough neighborhoods, and no matter how “clean” the appearance is, MAY have a penchant for aggressive, self-preservation-type “back-in-the-hood” behavior. What I’m saying is, there’s been plenty of times I’ve either witnessed, or been the victim of, a person who looks apparently non-stereotypical, but when the situation presented a variable that touched the wrong button, all hell breaks lose.
This is not indicative to all cultures, but rather, to those that go through many hardships in low-income, violent neighborhoods. In most places it’s black, in some it’s hispanic, and in some, even asian.
Second, over the years, it has become engrained in american black culture (especially to the youth), that certain values are important. Things like clothing, toughness, respect (through intimidation and fear), a certain type of music, etc. are profliferated through the culture. This is true for those blacks that don’t even live in bad neighborhoods. It’s just “expected” because of the color of your skin. In fact, if you reject these things, those blacks are often shunned by their own kind as sell-outs.
My parents owned a store in a bad neighborhood, and COLLEGE STUDENTS from a nationally recognized historic black college, came in on a WEEKLY basis to steal stuff (yes we literally have thousands of hours of video footage to prove it). Just because you clean up well and go to college doesn’t always free you from your background or the way you were raised.
As a kid, I was subjected to more bullying and violence from blacks then I was from whites. No one ever taught me racist rhetoric. In fact, my parents went out of their way to try and make me empathetic to the urban plight. However, I am a product of my own experience, and while I’m not a confrontational person, almost every confrontation I’ve ever had in my life was with a black person who just couldn’t “let it go” and walk away like most normal people, even when I try to (often being ridiculed by “walking away”). There’s always some underlying issues that makes that person want to exert their power over another human being.
Every race has their issues. The biggest disservice that a race can do in situations like this (In my opinion), is to AUTOMATICALLY take the side of your race. Is that not itself a form of racism and color blindness? This creates a perception that anything you say in support of your race is irrelevant to the rest of the world. Afterall, if you cannot prove yourself impartial in a situation, all words spoken after that are null and void. Essentially blind lies said in support of your own agenda.
In this entire situation, the most respect and admiration I find, are for those young black men who stood in front of broken store windows, guarding it from potential looters. These are the real activists. The ones that take accountability for actions, regardless of skin color, and understand that empathy (in this case, for store owners) ultimately is the path to understanding and tolerance.
The reason that this comment caused me to break my retirement was multifaceted. I am sure the sentence about learning to be afraid of blacks kept me reading. The line about the expected attitude of the black race and the commenter’s understanding black sellouts both provided a chuckle. What I believe did it though was his justification that his parents “went out of their way” to explain my folks plight, while blacks even if they “clean up” well and attend college just can’t seem to escape, in this author’s mind, the way that they’re raised. Well my friends my mother raised me well so I will not call the author names, but still, those are some simple-minded statements. Instead of the correcting the comment point by point, which would be a waste of all of our time, I use it simply to be illustrative of why I feel I need to provide context to my photo. It all boils down to two simple points, the first is that perception is not reality, and the second is one that I have been preaching to the point of evangelization, is that African-Americans are as diverse a group as any other.
On perception, our naive commenter seeks to look in on the whole of African-American experience by his dealings in Baltimore. Assuming for a second that I take everything said at face value and believe Morgan or Coppin State students have marked weekly heists of convenience stores on their dorm room calendars, the whole argument remains moot. The commenters failure is the same as mine, without context both are meaningless. My context, I come from a very fortunate situation with two loving parents. Since I was around ten years old I knew I wanted to be an attorney when I grew up. I was never told that this wasn’t possible and it never crossed my mind for a second that it wouldn’t occur. My “hood-ish” photo was me just being me. I wasn’t trying to fit in with the other black kids, like the author of the comment claims, well because there weren’t many at my parochial high school to begin with. Going to a HBCU, I never felt out of place, in fact I felt more comfortable there then I ever had. Walking through the inner city never struck me with fear, at least not nearly to the same level of apprehension as seeing flashing lights or eyeing a cop as he walks past. We are conditioned to fear situations, to the commenter it is being a minority surrounded on all sides by people who don’t look like him. For African-Americans all across the country that is the norm, being a black face in a white place.
The commenter makes one point that I do agree with, there is a self-preservation mindset. That mindset is formulated based upon centuries of inhuman treatment and being called racial epithets from grade school to law school; sorry there I go again putting my experience where it doesn’t belong. Perception isn’t reality because we can’t divorce ourselves from these strong images in our minds. For the commenter it is a handful of interactions growing up with non- “normal people” who can’t just walk away. I had the same experiences with white and indian kids growing up but I never assumed that their culture taught them to be violent. Still we all have negative perceptions based on our individual experiences that aren’t supported by fact. I hate the state of Georgia to my core. This despite having fun in Atlanta almost every time I have had the opportunity to go there and knowing several terrific people from there or who chose to move there. Still my hand…. well to be fair, it is more like bag full of negative experiences mean I just tend to ascribe the worst anecdotal evidence to support my view. Perception therefore lies, yet it is still important to us individually. The commenter can use his experience, his perception to extrapolate to all of African-American culture. It is his right to have that view, but it in no way makes such a viewpoint right or justified.
The second point I make is even more important and infinitely simpler, everyone is unique. Race shouldn’t matter because all people come into life with similar goals. African-Americans are unique because we share a unique forced immigration and slavery story. This is not an excuse but it is a fact. Still African-Americans are not all the same, we differ over religion, politics, regionality, and economic circumstance. All the differences that make any two people in America different make two randomly selected African-Americans just as different. All that aside, knowing what we know, when an unarmed African-American is shot to death by the police it tends to make us suspect something foul occurred, it is more than anecdotal evidence, it is enough history to write a text book. There are stats and figures which I will link to at the end of the article that support this viewpoint. We see our brother or sister or relative as the victim, shot seemingly with little to no provocation just as I am sure the commenter only saw the looting victims because his family owned an inner city store. We all do learn from experience. So I will end by saying your misguided or justified opinion aside, no matter how someone looks or acts we all have worth; regardless that person’s skin color or whether the court they favor features a ball or a gavel.
Day 28: I Love Youtube…
28 02 2012This is going to be a two part post to close out the month. For today this is all I wanted share and we can talk tomorrow.
Until tomorrow.
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